Color Disorder

  • Color Disorder is an exhibition of photographs about the very unusual circumstances that have altered my life physically and mentally. This series is base on one of my symptoms that I have so far and I can not disagree that It is very inspiring but on the other hand, I feel unpleasant about what I'm experiencing in my life. About 2 years ago, I started to have hallucinations and see altered color, but it wasn’t that noticeable. In the last 4 months, the symptoms have become more serious and I needed to get help and treatment from doctors. Seeing the world with different vision was disturbing because nobody could understand me. The imagery in the show is based on my own experience and inspired by my visual disorder, in order to convey the world that I see to other people. I’ve seen things that people wouldn’t believe: the world being distorted into another world; seeing visual illusions of colors; experiencing additional illness, and more. Showing this work takes courage, since I am uncomfortable sharing this issue with others, and I’ve been keeping these things to myself. The more I realize about my own status, the more I feel a kind of emptiness. I want to show to others how disturbing it is to see such hallucinations in real life. I am going to have more tests soon and I am hopeful that my doctors will be able to learn more about why I am having these hallucinations and they find a way to cure this visual disorder and more.